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Say Love





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Liam is the main therapist for Master Xanthos’ BDSM community.  Liam had an understanding of the lifestyle though he wasn’t a part of it.  Everything changes when Liam sees Master Griffin for the first time. His attraction to him is alarming, since Liam never considered himself bisexual and certainly never believed himself to be a submissive. Master Griffin announces that he will be training Liam to be a submissive. Liam should have been pissed off by Master Griffin’s assumption, yet he was intrigued.

Master Griffin is anything but subtle. When he wants something he finds a way to get it, and he wanted Liam.  Griffin knows he will have to be careful with training Liam or he runs the risk of Liam bolting. Griffin is up to the challenge of training such an independent submissive. Master Griffin is now the co-head Master of Master Xanthos’ BDSM community. He has plans for Xanthos’ prestigious community.  He knows this community could be the best one in the country if Xanthos would stop thinking with his emotions. Yet, more so, Griffin wants to seek revenge against everyone who has hurt his lover Dimitri. His first target is Master James.


Songs I listened to while writing "Say Love"

Say Love- Kimberly Caldwell

Levitate- Hollywood Undead

Leave Your Lover- Same Smith

Chains- Nick Jonas

Let the Music Play- Shannon

Nobody Love- Tori Kelley

Love Me Till it Hurts- Papa Roach

The Real You- Three Day Grace

Work Song- Hozier

Ghost town- Madonna



Excerpt:


Liam looked around Griffin’s office as he waited for Griffin. He was so nervous earlier he didn’t really noticed anything else. Griffin’s office was similar to Xanthos’ office, hyper-masculine, was the best word to describe it.

Liam felt his nerves build when the door to the office opened. He could hear the sound of Master Griffin’s footsteps.

“You are afraid of me, Liam?” Griffin said as he studied Liam’s body language.

“You make me nervous.”

“Why?”

“You are a Master and most Masters make me nervous.”

“Most?”

“There are a couple that make me at ease.”

“I’m going to guess Noah is one of them.”

“Yes.”

“Damien and Drake are the other two.”

“Yes.”

“I’m guessing Sage doesn’t threaten you much.”

“No.”

“Sit down, Liam.”

Liam sat on one of the leather chairs. His heart began to pound in his chest again. He was startled when Griffin pulled his hair and forced his head back.

“Look at me, boy.”

Liam slowly looked into Griffin’s intense blue eyes.

“Mmm, you are gorgeous, boy. You want me I can sense it.”

Liam tried to move, but Griffin had a strong grip on his hair.

“I said look at me.”

“Please…I can’t…”

“You will do as I command. You like that word, don’t you, boy.”

“What word?” Liam whispered.

“Command.”

“I can’t breathe.”

Griffin bent over so that his lips were hovering over Liam’s. “Slowly breathe in and out.”

“Please…”

“Do what I say, boy.”

Liam slowly breathed in and out, in and out. He felt Griffin pull his hair harder. He could feel Griffin’s breath against his lips. His cock harden, which frightened him. He gasped when Griffin grabbed his cock through his jeans and squeezed.

“You are so hard, boy.”

“Please, get away from me so I can breathe,” Liam could barely say.

“I’m literally taking your breath away, because you want me so bad.”

Griffin released Liam’s hair and cock and stood straight. He looked down at Liam sitting there. Oh, the things he wanted to do to this male. This was going to test Griffin’s control. He couldn’t rush Liam’s journey, this male was so frightened by his desires.

“Let’s talk about Dimitri.” Griffin walked around to his desk chair and sat.

“What?”

“Is this not why you are here? I want you to stay in this house with me.”

“I can’t do that.”

“Yes, you can. You are distracted by your desire for me. I will guide you.”

“Guide me?”

“You are submissive, boy. The longer you fight who you are the worse it will be for you. Come on, you are a therapist, don’t you teach your patients to be who they are.”

“Yes.”

“Well, I’m going to teach you to be free. You want this, don’t deny it. Xanthos will be contacting you to discuss this same issue.”

“Why would he discuss anything with me?”

“He wants you as much as I want you. How can you counsel the other submissives in this community when you are in denial of your own desires?”

Liam stood. “Xanthos has never mentioned anything to me about wanting me.”

“Of course not, but since I want you he must have you now. And soon every Master in this community will want the same. To guide a male into submission and to let him explore his bisexuality, oh what a rare treat for a Master. You are like candy, boy.” Griffin could see Liam getting more and more distress. He stood and slowly walked over to Liam.

“I will protect you from the others, boy.”

“Noah would have done that without wanting anything in return.”

“I will not take anything that you don’t freely give, boy. Submission is given not taken.”

Liam didn’t know what to think. His mind was spinning.

“I will have a room prepared for you. Dimitri will not go near you unless you want him to. I understand your fear of him.”

“It is not Dimitri I am afraid of.”

Griffin moved closer. Liam was a little bit taller than him, yet they had the same sinewy build.

“You have no need to fear me, boy.”

“I don’t know myself when I am near you.” Liam moved back from Griffin.

“I will let you rest now, boy.”

“What if I don’t want to stay here?”

“I will not keep you prisoner. Yet, it would be beneficial for Dimitri to have you close. Let’s face it, you are too distracted to be much use to Adam right now.”

“You don’t know me.”

“I will know everything about you, boy.” Griffin moved closer. “You will want me to know every intimate detail of your being.” Griffin hit a button on his desk and soon a male servant came into the room.

“Show Liam to his room.”

“Yes, Sir.”

Griffin smiled when Liam followed the servant. He knew Liam would stay in this house.

 

***

 

“What the hell am I doing?” Liam said as he slowly sat on the bed of the guest room. He had to get out of here. Then the image of Dimitri crying filled his mind.

“Fuck!” Liam shouted. He couldn’t just leave Dimitri and no other therapist who dealt with people in this lifestyle wanted anything to do with Dimitri. The mere thought of a schizophrenic Master was unimaginable. Liam thought the same thing too, but seeing Dimitri with Colt…

Liam laid back on the bed. He was startled when his cellphone rang. He grabbed it out of his pocket and quickly answered.

“Liam, are you alright? Do you need me to get you out of there,” Noah said.

“I’m not a prisoner. I’m pretty sure Master Griffin will let me walk out the front door.”

“He better.”

“Noah…I…just can’t leave. A part of me is telling me to run like hell. And yet, I can’t abandon Dimitri. I’m all he has got in a way of a therapist.”

“Do you know that for certain?”

“Yes. I inquired to several other therapist who deal with people in this lifestyle. No one wants to take Dimitri on as a client. All of them, even his old therapist believes Dimitri shouldn’t be in this lifestyle.”

“What do you think?”

“He needs to be in this lifestyle. Yet, he needs a submissive like Colt. I’m not sure about his two females yet.”

“What about you?”

“What about me?”

“You know why Griffin insist that you stay in his house.”

“I know.”

“Xanthos was looking for you. He seemed rather annoyed that you are staying with Griffin. Do you know what that is about?”

“I’m apparently Master candy.”

“What?”

“I want an honest answer about something.”

“Of course.”

“If Emilia allowed it would you want to be my Master?”

“I have told you that I couldn’t be your Master. You are Adam’s therapist.”

“But if I wasn’t Adam’s therapist.”

“Are you sure you want to know the answer to that.”

“Yes.”

“Yes, I would want to train you. You are very sexy, Liam.”

“Well, I wanted to know.”

“Like I said I would never touch you in a sexual manner, so don’t worry about me hitting on you.”

“Thank you.”

“Xanthos will be coming over there any minute, so prepare yourself. Are you sure you don’t want me to come and get you?”

“I need to deal with this. But I will still have at least my weekly sessions with Adam.”

“I’m not worried about that. So, you are staying with Griffin?”

“I have to for several reasons.”

“I understand. I will let Adam know that Dimitri needs you to stay with him for a while. I will come and get you if you need me to.”

“I know and that gives me the courage to deal with this.”

“I take care of my family. After everything you have done for us, you are part of our family.”

“Thank you, Noah.” Liam hung the phone up. He felt better.

Liam heard raised voices downstairs. He quickly left his room and headed downstairs. He stopped on the stairway when he heard Xanthos and Griffin verbally sparring. Griffin was so calm, while Xanthos was clearly upset.

Liam froze when Xanthos looked over at him.

“He is staying here. What the fuck, Griffin? Come here, Liam.”

Liam slowly went over to Xanthos.

“You had no right to decide this, Griffin.”

“Boy, tell him that you want to be here,” Griffin said.

Liam just stood there with his gaze locked on to the floor. He was so confused at the moment. One minute he was just the community therapist and the next he was Master candy. How in the fuck did that happen?

“I’m taking him with me,” Xanthos said loudly. “He is clearly not ready…”

“You will not touch him,” Griffin said calmly.

Liam listened to Xanthos and Griffin arguing. He lifted his gaze up and saw Georgia kneeling off to the side. He was shocked. She was wearing a rubber suit with a mask that covered the bottom half of her face. Her gaze was focused on her hands.

“Why is she dressed like that?” Liam said.

“I dressed her like that,” Xanthos said.

“Why would you do that?” Liam raised his gaze and looked into Xanthos’ eyes.

“That is not your concern.”

“Georgia seems uncomfortable,” Liam said.

“I said she is not your concern. Now pack your things and come with me.”

“I will not do that,” Liam said.

 “I’m going to train you, boy,” Xanthos said.

“No one is training me to do anything. I’m not some fucking puppy who needs to be housebroken. I’m here to help Dimitri. He is my only concern.”

Griffin smiled.

“I know what you are doing, Griffin,” Xanthos said.

“I’m not doing anything. Am I forcing you to be here, boy?”

“No.”

“This is not the end of this conversation, Griffin. I still rank higher than you, you might want to remember that.”

Griffin didn’t say anything.

“Come, woman,” Xanthos said.

Liam watched Georgia gracefully stand. Xanthos walked over to her and hooked a leash to the metal ring of the collar she was wearing, then he led her out of the house.

“What the hell? Why is he treating her like that? She clearly doesn’t like it,” Liam said.

“Xanthos is going over to Rex’s house in a little while. That whole thing is meant to piss off Rex. I’m not about to get in the middle of that, nor should you.” Griffin moved closer to Liam.

Liam backed away. “I’m not some fucking toy.”

“Did I say you were?”

“I’m a grown ass man, I don’t need anyone’s permission to do anything. I’m here for Dimitri.”

“Of course you are. I already told you I will not take anything from you that you don’t freely give. You are safe here, boy.” Griffin headed to his office.

Liam just stood there in the foyer. He felt like he was in some bizarre fucking dream that he couldn’t wake up from.

“I’m glad you are staying here.”

Liam quickly turned around when he heard Dimitri’s voice.

“Griffin always gets his way. He wants you and sooner or later he will have you. If you are truly not ready for this lifestyle you might want to leave. I can have our sessions at Master Noah’s house.”

“I think the best course of treatment for you is to basically rip the emotional bandage off. You will need me to be here. I can handle Master Griffin.”

Dimitri started to laugh.

“What is so funny?”

“It’s cute that you think you can handle Griffin. But thank you for wanting to help me, especially after what my inner beast did to you.”

“That wasn’t you.”

“Thank you for helping Master,” Colt said as he walked up and handed Dimitri his pill. “Come on, Master, you need to go rest now.”

“If this makes you happy, Colt.” Dimitri headed upstairs.

“Let me know what I can do to help Master,” Colt said.

“Just keep doing what you are doing. I do have a question.”

“Please ask it.”

“I noticed that Dimitri always tells you that he will do what you want if it makes you happy. Does he always do that?”

“Yes, my happiness is very important to Master. Could you speak with Vida and Jolie? They want to help Master too.”

“I will.”

Colt smiled at Liam and hurried upstairs.

Liam had to do what he could to help Dimitri’s little family. It was clear that they all cared for each other. Liam looked at the door to Griffin’s office. His breath caught thinking about this man. He hurried upstairs and headed straight to his room.












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